I am finding, more and more, that I am caring less and less about much of anything.

The harder it is to find work, the harder I find it to care. The harder the left pushes, the harder I find it to care. Hear me out.

I was once a very caring person. A person who actually gave a damn about others and whether they were hurt in any way by actions that I may take. Be it mentally, physically, you get the point. I used to care what other people thought, and paid credence to those who held logic in high esteem. I just don’t care anymore.

I find, today, that I am more likely to snap and beat the living shit out of someone before I could summon even a crumb of what used to be a deep seeded part of my personality. Instead of stepping back and allowing the opportunity for another to explain their views, I find that, today, it only takes about three words from someone’s mouth before I make the judgment call to slap the fucker silly. In short, I find that the respect I once had for all opinions involved in an argument has turned to sheer advocate of permanent and unyielding destruction of any opinion, and the body that holds it, not garnering the same goals that I feel are the proper and logical protection of our sacred way of life.

I have worked my ass off and earned everything I have ever had in my life, as most here can attest to having done the same. Yet, as I sit here today, we consistently get bombarded with the idiocy of the entitlement mentality. We consistently are told how we “must help” this or that and the “under privileged”. Horse shit. My response is “Fuck the ‘under privileged’ and everything they stand for.” Why? Because I am fucking sick of the code word buzz artifact that comes from everything we are supposed to give a shit about. I care. Not very much anymore, but I care. Right now, I am concerned more with those who WANT to work, like myself, to support our selves, who are consistently denied work because there just aren’t any jobs out there. I have an education, $40k worth, and have had to go BACK to college in order to obtain another “education” in order to be viable to any current job market that exists. The problem with this is simple. In today’s market I am finding that an education should cost about $60-80k, and those who have it should expect to receive offers for work just below what would be a sustainable repayment plan on the student loans associated with the education. Why? Because our government has made it entirely impossible for business of any size to be viable. Why? Because the socialists don’t give a shit what they have to destroy in order to subjugate every one of us. They don’t care how many of us starve, die, or get sent to prison for snapping and killing a few of them. They actually ENCOURAGE it. How to they encourage it, you might ask… By simply flapping their lips, and allowing people who are fed up just like me just enough space to react.

I don’t have all the answers, hell, I am lucky to have ONE answer to any given question, but I do know that I am not alone in my new found handicap of intolerance. The more that the citizens who disagree with agendas are called racist, Nazis, etc. the more we will start to see the disgust turn to bitch slapping sessions. The more we are ignored, the less we will be able to be ignored. Count on that.

Those here who know me well enough, know that I am typically a voice for reason. I encourage logical debate with those who oppose us, but you all understand that even I know that there are logistical limits to what I expect. Logical debate assumes that both sides are equally capable of logical thought, don’t think I forget that minor point. Which is exactly what has led me to my current state of mind.

If you hear that I have suddenly received a prison sentence for multiple years, it probably has something to do with my new found “disability”, which is actually my inability to give a shit anymore. I wonder if there is legal precedent…